To be perfectly honest I have never felt lost in my life…never had to “find” myself. This possible divorce left me lost…desperately lost. Unfortunately something that is worse than being lost is being lost with kids. I had to still to be myself because of the two precious girls I had along with the little one I was carrying. Alone emotionally…confused, angry, and lost. I had to still be myself…how difficult that was…my heart was physically aching. I had never experienced a physical pain in my heart until then. And not even since then either!