After facing a possible separation and maybe divorce, although it never reached that magnitude, I self preserved the best I could. After feeling every emotion possible for my husband, I self healed. I didn’t feel I needed to forgive him for anything, for he was simply speaking his emotions, nothing was done in a wrongful manner other than him considering a separation. So I healed and continued to love. I can’t even say I loved again because I never stopped. With that being said, I also lost a part of my heart to numbness that I was never able to regain again. Or at least not for my husband.