Although many woman stay without loving with a whole heart, I stayed and loved with what I thought was my whole heart. Aware of the small dent, tear, break or even hole in a woman’s heart is what many of us women live with for years. I was not 100% aware of my small hole. It never repaired itself to be whole again. I never intended to leave or look elsewhere. I wasn’t completely happy but I also wasn’t unhappy either. I did my best to make my marriage good and never looked back at the heartbreak. I lived like this for years with the intention of living like this forever.