Why do we love who we love??? Is it a biological connection that we have with this person, is it a physical reaction, a intellectual interaction? Whatever it may be for you, some love grows into a long lasting relation that you cannot even explain. I did not want to fall in love, I was not looking for love, I had love…why was I here again? My heart wasn’t lonely but my soul was. My heart didn’t need another, but my mind did. I loved my husband, so why was my entire being falling for this other man? I shouldn’t have been, I didn’t want to be. Could I have stopped it? Maybe on the outside I could have, but on the inside, I was losing the battle. Love can be beautiful, how did I fight beauty?