After a year of separation, a divorce pending, a relationship healed, my light at the end of the tunnel was shining through the long dark tunnel it had been at the end of for a year now. A small shimmer, a small flicker, a glimmer of light shining through for me at the end of my tunnel. A new beginning, a new home, a new job, a new situation, a new life path…my light had fought to shine through that tunnel for me. Then I asked my new love a question….too simple, too loaded, too naive. “Have you ever been unfaithful to me?”….the answer was one that would not only knock me to my core but diminish my light completely. It was not only a yes, but yes and she’s pregnant…light diminished.