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Watching your man…the one you love…the one you envisioned giving his first born to…have a baby with another. Heartbreak, sadness, regret, anger, despair, confusion and love. Overwhelmed by emotion, having to give in to love. I had to watch my loved one be by the side of the woman he cheated on me with while she grew bigger each day with his first born baby inside her. I had to sit by while they attended birthing classes, baby showers, family functions, introducing the woman having his baby while the woman he loved sat at home alone. Was I strong to do this or was I a fool. I hope the first and not the later. Will my strength pay off? Will our love prevail through forgiveness? Time will tell…