If you had to match me with a man off a profile of what should be compatible with me….this would not be the man! We could not have come from different places…but for whatever reason we clicked. I was married to a man 10 years my senior and had been with him and only him since I was fifteen…now with four small children…he was eight years my junior, single, living in Vegas. Different worlds, different lives, different realms but we clicked!
What happened…where did this come from…how did this happen…did I just fall in love??? I felt a spark with another man, a connection, an attraction, an intellectual bonding, a special feeing in my gut. Can I feel this for another? The most unlikely place, the most unlikely man…I fell. I fell in love, I fell in love as a woman, for the first time.
Alone or not…I had not turned my head at another man in eighteen years. With possible chances of separation, I never even thought of another man besides my husband. Never had the words, “if I wasn’t married”, ever come out of my mouth or crossed my lips. The desire was not there to turn my head, the thought was not there to think of another, the actions were not there to go elsewhere…until him.