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04 Tuesday Oct 2022
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19 Thursday Nov 2020
Posted Broken, Falling in love, forgiveness, heart, infidelity, Love, Marriage, Uncategorized, Woman
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another woman, being in love, broken trust, challenges, devastation, forgiveness, healing, heartache, heartbreak, hurt, infidelity, inner strength, love, marriage, resentment, strength, struggles, unconditional love
All these years later, are you the man I fell in love with but have just lost who you are? Or did I fall in love with the image of a man that you put forth? I fell so desperately head over heels for you… So completely, so unconditionally. Did I find a good man that was true to his word or did I find a man who struggles with his own moral compass?
Lapse in judgement is what we chauked it up to be but I am wondering if it stems deeper.
Are you insecure? Are you unhappy? Are you unsatisfied? Or are you a liar? Were these behaviors a reflection of your character or an imperfection in your decision.
Irregardless… The pain is the same. Irregardless… The confusion is equivalent. Irregardless… The damage is extensive. So why ask? Why understand?
I am wanting to know so instead of spending a lifetime of looking over shoulder with you, I began picking up the pieces without you.
Or do I forgive? Or do I love without regard? Or do I stay with the strength needed to heal with you?
28 Wednesday Oct 2020
Posted Fairytale, Falling in love, happiness, heart, Love, relationship, Uncategorized, women
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attraction, being in love, dating, Fairytale, Falling in love, first love, friendship, heart, love, love as a woman, passion, relationship, teenage love, unconditional love
Do we only truly get one love?
One true love?
Where you feel you are coming home to the other half of your soul?
Is it possible to have that twice in a lifetime?
When we love does our love evolve? Can we fall as hard as we did the first time we loved or do we love twice as hard the second time around?
I fell in love twice, head over heels both times. Both times completely different but head over heels nonetheless. But did I fall in love only to find out you truly do only get one great love or did I fool my heart into loving greatly each time?
10 Wednesday Jun 2020
Posted Family, feminist, forgiveness, infidelity, Love, Marriage, Parenting, relationship, stepchild, Uncategorized, women
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affair, blended family, broken trust, children, daughter, Falling in love, family, feminism, feminist, forgiveness, happily ever after, heartache, heartbreak, knowledge, life changes, love as a woman, man, parenting, struggles, trust, unconditional love, why do I stay, women
Twelve years ago, I decided to stay…stay after a year of infidelity and stay after welcoming a child from the affair into my life. Stay and forgive…
Have I modeled strength for my girls, have I modeled forgiveness for my girls, have I modeled acceptance for my girls, have I modeled relisence for my girls? Or has my message that was once believed positive now come back as a negative to the young women I have raised? Will my grown women now resent that I stayed? Interpret my staying as a weakness rather than a strength? View my acceptance and defeat? I hope not but I am beginning to wonder. What will they take away from my unconditional love for the man I married? It’s easier to stay since he was so good to them…have I made the right decision? Discussion to be had!
24 Tuesday Mar 2020
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inWhat does it feel like to love a broken man… Exhausting… What does it take to love a broken man… Pain staking patience…What does it do to your soul to love a broken man… Fill it with uncertainty… What does it bring to your life to love a broken man… A lifetime of loving harder than your ever thought you could love.
29 Saturday Jun 2019
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inWhen trying to decide if you are leaving or not, they say make a list.
06 Tuesday Feb 2018
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inAfter nine hours of surgery, six blood transfusions and alot of hope lost, hope gained…they took the uterus out. I am told it was the only way ti save me…And I get that. Trading my uterus for my life is not a difficult decision in the least. But it does not change the fact that it is an adjustments, it is a transition mentally from having childbearing come easy to not even being an option on the table. What was I to do now in order to have children? Take a long hard road to surrogacy, adoption, etc? Evem though they left my eggs, doesn’t mean I can get them out to do anyhing with in my life. Yes I have 5 kids…but only one of those is with my new husband. We wanted more biologically together. I have been told I was greedy for wanting more and being upset that the uterus was gone. But why can’t I mourn over the loss of my childbearing abilities? Why can’t I feel upset when the most womanly part of me is gone? I can…thats why. Women who have had a hysterectomy are allowed to feel sonething about losing that part of their life, no matter how old they are, no matter how many children they have, they are allowed. It’s even necessary to come to terms with the new you. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
30 Friday Jun 2017
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inSource: Breezy as Monica
28 Wednesday Jun 2017
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inSource: Regrouping
20 Tuesday Jun 2017
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inSource: Lost