What did you do after heartbreak??? Heal? Forgive? Move on? Love again? I believed I healed…I loved again but not whole heartedly, I thought I forgave, did I move on? That I am not sure. I stayed but not sure I, in my heart, moved on to the best degree with the one who broke my heart. When you stay with the one who broke your heart, it seems harder to heal and move on. I wanted to be together but it never was the same. That alone broke my heart.
Although many woman stay without loving with a whole heart, I stayed and loved with what I thought was my whole heart. Aware of the small dent, tear, break or even hole in a woman’s heart is what many of us women live with for years. I was not 100% aware of my small hole. It never repaired itself to be whole again. I never intended to leave or look elsewhere. I wasn’t completely happy but I also wasn’t unhappy either. I did my best to make my marriage good and never looked back at the heartbreak. I lived like this for years with the intention of living like this forever.